We are the author of our own life story

Dreams ..

2007-11-11T13:41:00.000+08:00

I love to interprete my dreams.. but sometimes, i found it to be so accurate that i dun dare to believe.......

This is wat i dreamt of yesterday....

Bathtub - To see or be in a bathtub in your dream, suggests a need for self-renewal and escape from everyday problems. You need to rid yourself of the burdens that you have been carrying.

Fighting Vampire - The vampires in your dream may suggest that you are feeling drained of your life energy and autonomy. In dreaming that you are fighting these vampires, is a literal depiction of your daily struggles with keeping things in order.

Oh my God... How accurate it is....

Can i escape?????

One litre of tears

2007-11-11T13:28:00.000+08:00

I think no one is as crazy as me.. 5am in the morning, instead of sleeping i was online....

I was watching movie online.. 一公升的眼泪...despite just finished watching the drama 2 days ago.......

That shows how much i love the show.. haha

The movie is only around an hour, while the drama is about 11 episodes...

Therefore, the drama is 100% much nicer than the movie lor...

Firstly, the actors and actresses in the movie are not as good looking as those in the drama...

Secondly, the storyline was cut away sooooooooooo much.... therefore.... nothing for me to cry...

Not as sad as the drama lor... or i should said... the movie was so 'short-cut' till it was not sad at all lor...

Haiz...

Anyway... i accidentally found another episode..it was like the Part 2 of the drama... which is the life after the lead actress died.. So interesting....

I think i kena poison liao.... I love the show so much that i will be buying the CD !! haha....

Sat ..

2007-11-11T04:58:00.000+08:00

Sat was planned to stay at home.. therefore.. had planned family party at night again...

Sat woke up at 130pm and started to watch shows online till 4 plus.. super bored.. n got Lian out...she was bored too... haha

She was persuading me to go to her favourite place, Lunar, with her.. but i rejected her coz i need to be home by 9pm to start my party...

So... she came to fetch me and off we went to Orchard... eat dinner, shopping and la-kopi...

After she failed to jio people to go to Lunar with her, she decided that she should join in my family party and therefore came to my house...

Reached home at 930pm.. started our party.. watching the super funny variety show and time passed by quickly...

Without realising it was already 1am ... n she decided to go home...

THEN!!! She started to persuading me to go to Lunar again... seeing her so much wanted to go Lunar.. I agreed and therefore we went to Lunar and reached there around 130am..

It was my first time at Lunar.. quite a nice place afterall... quite like that place too... chee-na enough... btw.. i love chee-na stuffs... haha...

Coincidentally saw Janet there too.. it been a long time since i last saw her.... live band at Lunar was quite good too.....

Love the band playing all the chee-na instruments too.. eg.. bi pa , gu zhen, er hu, etc etc... the singer aka Lian's idol, Yuan Yuan, was quite a good singer too... found another great place to hang out again.. haha...

Never regret going to Lunar... then finally we left home at 430am.......

Just finish bathing.. super awake lor... dunno wat to do sia........ haizzzzz.......

thinking of tomorrow sucks!! got to work lor... too many outstanding jobs to clear....

N worse... i can feel monday blue liao........ HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Si sad de lor..... :(

working life

2007-11-09T02:52:00.000+08:00

The more i think, the more angry i am...

I really cannot tahan anymore...

I had been constantly chasing contractors and yet I was scolded by the school for not fulfulling my responsibility as MA...

The AM's email to me is not only hurting to me... she is insulting me!!

I am angry.. I am frustrated.. I am hurt... But wat can i do?

I did my job... but to her i did nothing... when defects are still in school, i got blame.. but when school is doing well, who got the credit? OM and AM..

Schools are left to me when people resigned.... School is given to me when no one is assigned to it... Ultimately i took all... who in hell thank me if i did a good job? Everyone will point finger n realise that u r still in the company only when schools start complaining!!

When MOE gave SSVH's R&R to CPGFM, who need to handle the project? me!! y me?? no one tell me... i had to accept unwillingly... no one bother how many projects im handling... no one ask whether i can manage... no one !!

Now ACS got problem.. who's fault? mine again....

All the faults are mine.. Perhaps im really wrong..

I'm really tired.. physically and mentally.... I cant handle the stress anymore....

I really dun wish to resign.. but things are not on my side..

I noe crying can never solve problems, neither complaints can.. But im really tired.....

Who can help me?

Who can understand me?

Who can ???????????????????

How i wish i can escape.........................

Stress

2007-11-09T02:11:00.000+08:00

Juz back from Bugis with Lian, HSZ and her bf....

Super stress now.. coz it's Friday... Everyone is enjoying their Friday.. But i can't .. coz OM is chasing me for her things!!

N i havnt start doing it!! HELP!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

Headache

2007-11-09T02:10:00.001+08:00

Ever since i knocked my head onto the railings on tues.. im having a headache lor...

It's still swollen ... haizz...

Anyway... I really cannot confirm my headache is due to the accident or my working stress.... haizz..

Who can help me?

一升的眼泪

2007-11-09T02:07:00.000+08:00

Finally finished watching 一公升的眼泪..

This show is super nice lor...

Super sad and touching lor...

Words inside...

2007-11-06T21:46:00.000+08:00

真心的付出不一定会得到童话般的幸福结局。。

也许只能当个安慰他的朋友。。

是我们之间最好的距离。。

我一路上跌跌撞撞

2007-11-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

我一路上跌跌撞撞。。。

我受伤了。。。

我累了。。。

Long Monz..

2007-11-06T02:26:00.000+08:00

Super tired now lor.. n it's only Mon!!!!

Journey today --------> AMK - Bugis - TPY -AMK -YCK-AMK-Bukit Timah-Home-Tampines

Super tired now..

Just back from tonnes of gossips and laughters with Denise n Desmond.....

Time to ZzZzzZz..

Left with 4 hrs to sleep..

ARGH!!

Tired...

2007-11-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

Ever since starting my work at AMK Town Council, I was super tired... Basically having a super tired life now.. no more spare energy for anything.... Even by evening when i went home, I hoon mi straight away.... N the worse thing was that i was supposed to be on leave on Thursday and Friday... But I had no time n was forced to cancel my leave!!! :(

The only exciting day was on Friday, my Halloween Chalet... Was pouring in the afternoon, but luckily stopped in the evening. BBQ as usual... laughter is something we shared...

That night seems to end so fast... After the BBQ, we had some games... Right after the games, I hoon mi straight away... By the time i woke up, it was already 545am on Sat morning... Everyone else was still hoon mi...

Seriously i didnt know wat happened.. the last thing i saw the night before i hoon mi was people started leaving... Actually i was lying down waiting for all to leave then pack a bit then hoon mi one... but i straight away fell asleep when i lie down....

All i can see around me on Sat morning was HSZ sleeping beside me... can't really see who is sleeping at where oso coz it was too dark...

It was only when i decided to go bathing then i saw Gin, Jodel n Denise... It was so sian coz Jodel, HSZ n I still got to work at 830am... n worse thing was that i was having a headache!! *argh*

Went to watch Saw 4 with HSZ after work.... It was a risk coz HSZ was under 21 n the show is rated R21!! That show was not bad... as gross as b4...

But the bloody show didn't affect HSZ n I coz the first thing we discussed when we came out of the cinema is wat to eat for lunch!! Haha... We then proceed to Coffee Club... n we had my favourite mud pie!!! Was so happy....

Sat nite was spent at home partying with parents again... beer, ribs, crabs n tidbits..... yeah!!

Sunday was forced by mother to go to sister's new house... Anyway, only after went to sis's house then realise that Kylia actually had all her stuffs in 3 shares... when i saw her baby seat which is the same as the one in my house, i juz mention did my sis need to get 2.. the answer i got back was 3.. one more in her paternal grandparent's house... faint... even the same series of storybooks in my house can be found there too... faint..........

Anyway, Sis had requested Mum to stay with her for the next 4 days... Leaving my father n i at home only..... haiz.... Juz now when Father n I got home.... I was so not used to it... the worse thing is that Father actually went to sleep at 830pm ... leaving me alone... the house was so empty.....

我是闷的咯 !!

Can someone date me out for dinner coz i had no dinner for the next few days!!??!!

Get well soon!!

2007-11-04T23:22:00.000+08:00

Guan Yin Ma... Please bo bi bo bi HSZ faster recover......

HSZ... Rest more n get well soon !!

你说你好爱我

2007-11-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

拆开你曾经写给我的信件....... 你说你好爱我......

Random thought

2007-11-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

我没有你想像中那么坚强..... 我只是擅长用微笑去伪装

我没有你形容的那么勇敢..... 我偶尔也会慌

Updates

2007-10-29T23:35:00.000+08:00

Been busy and lazy recently...

Last Friday went to Beach Road with Jodel n Mar to look for our Halloween costumes... Was cracking my head inside the costumes shop as there were too many and i could not decide wat to get....

Finally decided on Musketeers!! :)

After getting the costumes, Jodel n I went to LH for a drink. Debbie joined us shortly... A teacher who is so not teacher... haha... well... shortly Melvin joined us too...Within 5 hours, we had 4 jars of beer, a bottle of Chivas and 1/4 bottle of Martell...

Saturday was a long day for me... It started with my training at Aljunied Town Council at 9am... together with my hangover... haha... The training was supposed to last for the whole day, but most of us left during lunchtime...

After which, went home and went to PS to meet Rodney. Before that, went to Starhub to take a look at the hp and try to get them to waive off the $100 for early upgrading... Failed to do so and then proceeded to Samsumg to check out wat happened to my hp since it cannot be charged... So from 210pm, i got my queue number... It was 8 numbers after the current queue.... BUT by 345pm, i was still in the shop waiting for my turn... That's how efficient Samsung customer service centre is........

N at 345pm ... I started to get really impatient and walked around the shop... then i realised that they had this charging station... So i went up and tried to charge my hp.. N it worked!! This means all i had to do is to get a new charger and i had wasted almost 2 hrs in the Samung Shop queueing!!! OMG!!!

After Rodney arrived, we walked to IOI Plaza to join Ser Teck, Edward and Jamie for pool... Followed by going for dinner... Then i took a cab home as it was almost time for me to get ready for my Halloween Party!! Yeah...

Got myself ready and waited for Jodel to fetch me then we proceeded to Zouk!! It already had a long long queue by the time we reached around 9pm... There were so many funny people around and i enjoyed myself that nite so much... Jodel and I actually spent more time outside Zouk looking at others than spending time in Zouk.......

After Zouk, we still went for Prata... In our costumes, all the customers were like looking at us... Everything was so fun that nite, except that it was too hot!! When i went home, my bra was wet!! OMG!! That's gross!!

Sunday was spent at Tampines... met Jacqueline for lunch at Tampines Mall, then proceeded to Michelle's house to play mahjong.... After mahjong, as usual, went to the prata shop again.. since the nite before had already ate prata... I decided to try on their roti john.. But Ah bang disappoint me sia!!

Today was a happy day though i started to feel blue since yesterday..... It was all blue until i went to TM with Jodel.... After the town council, we went to return our costumes and saw Annie and her mother at Bugis... Went to Bugis to kao bei for waiver for early upgrading but failed... then went to the electronic shop and saw the PSP Slim Limited Edition... Super tempted to buy.. But cost $300++++ so decided to go home n ask my mother whether she wants to sponsor me or not first...

Next, Jodel and I proceeded to TM... Went to Starhub shop and tried kao bei .. Guess wAt... I succeeded this time... not only that my $100 charge for early upgrade is waive, they even gave me a $150 voucher... so ultimately i got a Nokia e65 at $0 !!! So happy!!!

While waiting for my queue, the glass door of TM actually gave way and came crashing to the floor... It was so loud and since the door was only directly outside Starhub, all the customers in Starhub rushed up to see wat actually happened... Including KPO me n Jodel... Haha..

Jodel and i were then standing near that door, trying to find out y actually the door gave way... then suddenly i heard a loud noise... when i turned behind... saw Jodel and i could not stopped laughing... Jodel was trying to lean against the door, but she did not realised that coincidentally that wall was a door and it was not closed properly so the door opened inwards while she leaned on it and the loud noise came from her trying to grip two sides of the door opening......

I was laughing so hard so she started to scold me for laughing her so long... But her face reaction was really damn funny..... haha...

After getting the hp, walked to G-Factory and got a alarm clock... Then suddenly i spotted a Tequoise watch!! So without much hesitation, i bought that G-shock!! haha....

So I came home 满载而归..

Yeah!!!

Damn pissed off

2007-10-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

Thinking tt on Monday the AM called me at 730am is angry.....

How about she called at 725am on the next day???????????????

I was seriously on fire lor...... Thought that the day before i used a bad attitude can give her some hints... but im wrong.....

Today i thought everything is fine........ yes... there is improvement... coz she called at 8am today!!!!

KNNBCCB

BLack Mon

2007-10-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

Today is Monday!!

A Monday with Monday blue ......... as usual!!

Last nite slept at 330am... Target to wake up at 9am to go school...

I'm blessed with a raining morning......

It was so shiok to sleep... until ................

KNNBCCB!!

At 730am... AM of *****-******* Primary School called me.... juz to inform me that one of the classroom projector screen jammed!!

I repeat myself..... KNNBCCB!!

Seriously i felt like scolding her lor........... i really almost shouted at her

Does she know the meaning of working hours? Does she know that wat is the meaning of urgency? Does she know the meaning of being considerate? N most importantly.. Does she know the meaning of HELPDESK ????????????????

N i think i was so pissed off by her that i couldn't sleep after i hang the phone........

She ruined my whole Monday and paint my Monday more blue!!

I HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!

Can anyone feel my anger????????????????????????

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

两败俱伤

2007-10-22T00:16:00.000+08:00

Was watching 柯有伦's mtv --- 两败俱伤

Suddenly 有一股莫名的感动。。莫名的悲痛。。

So touched....

忧郁症再次发作。。

Tiring October

2007-10-20T13:27:00.000+08:00

Oh no!! It's Sunday again ... -_-''''' Monday bluez....

This week is really tiring and boring.....

Tuesday and Wednesday woke up at 645am... knn.. for dunno like how many million years never wake up so early liao lor.... damn tiring n du lan especially when u took the peak hour mrt.... can knn feel like slapping everyone on the train....

N knn y VAP must set the venue at Furama Riverfront Hotel so ulu leh? Already damn dulan to go for VAP, the venue still so ulu make me lagi du lan lor.... n VAP is all about playing games nia then who can convince me n tel me y i need to wake up so early and reached there by 830am at such ulu place to play games??????????????????????

By Tuesday nite, I was so so so tired that i fell asleep once i reached home.... Again... i woke up grumpily on Wed morning.... but luckily VAP was only half a day .... After VAP, went to Novena Square for training... Again i had no chance to go to office clear my paperwork n i noe its piling high!! STRESS!!!

Thursday was the only chance to go to school this week... went to many schools and only by 430pm then i was able to reach office and get my job done... As usual, OM of XXXX Primary School wanted me to submit all the things she wan by the end of the day!! She ok or not?? She only release me at 4pm and expect me to give her all the things by the end of the day?? So she's trying to tel me that i need to work OT just for HER!! Who the fuck she think she is ???????? KNNBCCB

Went to K-box @ Cineleisure with Debbie, Terence, Janet and Joyce after work.... N i think im going to be deaf soon... music loud, singing loud... n the loudest is debbie's voice... her voice not only loud... it's sharp too!! pengz.....

Friday was a miracle nite... coz i think i was feeling so tired that i was lazy to go out..... So I was having party at home.. I think the only thing i enjoyed for the week is watching the anime that HSZ sent to me... Too bad only 24 episodes ..n i finished watching by Friday....

Saturday was a super shiok day!! I hoon mi till late afternoon.. Felt like cooking so went to the fridge n got some ingredients.. took a packet of instant noodles and cooked it with all the ingredients inside... After which went downstairs to buy 4D and suddenly had cravings for chicken rice. So i bought a packet home too... then i fell asleep again while watching tv... then woke up n had the chicken rice...

Dunno y recently got cravings for chicken... i had been eating 3 times of chicken rice and 2 times of kfc for the week.. not forgeting the other type of chicken which i ate early this week... haha..

After my dinner, was father back home with a packet of prawn and fried chicken!! Yes!! Chicken again!! yeah!! then we got our beer and food ready and proceed to the living room to have a party while waiting for mother to come home.... After the food, we started to bring in all the tidbits we can find in the house and continue the party!!

WOOHOO!!! YEAH!!

So today hoon mi till 230pm... then woke up n played with my niece for the whole day.... Now it's time to hoon mi again...

Monday again.... Sianzzzzzzzzz

Mon bluez...

2007-10-15T23:33:00.001+08:00

I had serious Monday blue...

No... I should say i got October blue... Im feeling blue all day long...

Had been moody for the whole day coz thinking of going to VAP tomorrow n Wed sucks...

Wed still got training in the afternoon.. n got to go all the schools to count toilet cubicles by 18/10... super sianz lor...

The only thing that make me excited is the chalet im organising for my company... Halloween party... more or less confirm liao.. excited... but is in November... can i wake up tomorrow to find that it's November??

I HATE OCTOBER!!!

Anyway, started off my this week by kena fly kite by OM ... Already had appointment with him last week to visit him today at 1030am... as i was on my way to his school.. he called me n said he's going out... n therefore.. i changed my destination to office... sianz.... Should call me earlier so i can sleep till later mah........ nb...

After office went TM with Jodel to have dinner while waiting for Ms Lau Si n Ms Prata... We then proceeded to Starbucks to have coffee n the 4 of us started our rubbish n laughing session again...

Haiz... the later it is the more bluez i am... coz need to go VAP liao..... ARGH!!

Drained out...

2007-10-14T15:55:00.000+08:00

Friday started with going to meet the kao-bei OM again for the third time of the week... Next is meeting HSZ n Gin at Novena Square for our in-house training.. Although our training started at 3pm, we juz simply bo chap n went to Haagen Dazs to have our ice cream. So we only managed to go for our training at around 330pm. Haha...

After the training, Jackson, Desmond, HSZ, Gin n I went to LDF to have a short chatting session before Jackson was forced by HSZ n I to send us to Tanjong Pagar before he made his way to the West...

Met Ms Prata at Amara Shopping Centre then we decided to go to Tampines to meet up with Kerry for dinner.. After dinner, we proceeded to Ms Prata's house while Kerry went watching movie with her bf...

Ms Lau Si as usual.... forever late... So we waited for around an hour before she reached... By the time she arrived, it's already 10plus.... Then we started our 3 legged mahjong till halfway, Jiahui joined us... I thought i was suay that day.. who knows Jiahui was even more suay... haha...

At around 330am.. Ms Prata started her 醉拳again.. while Ms Lau Si, Jiahui n i started laughing our heads off...

The game finally ended at 5am when we proceeded to the prata shop again.. Upon hearing end of game...Ms Prata woke up excitedly to go to the prata shop... she really live up to her name.. Ms Prata...

We then had our pratas n milo dinos till 6am then proceeded home... After reaching home n bathing, went online to surf net and to watch 'I now pronounce u Chuck n Larry' before going to sleep at 730am... woke up at 1015am, wanted to continue watching the movie, but HSZ online.. so we started chatting online awhile when i cannot tahan anymore n continue to go back hoon mi...

Again woke up at 1230pm... still continue to chat with HSZ then hoon mi again till 215pm when i woke up to finish watching my movie... After finished watching 'I now pronounce u Chuck n Larry' , watched Resident Evil: Extinction ... till i go hoon mi again... Finally at 4pm.. woke up continue to watch a bit of Resident Evil: Extinction then decided to get Jodel out..

Jodel came to fetch me at 630pm so at the meantime i was reading my new story book, 'Running away from the Devil' ... Like wat HSZ said the day before, that book read liao will angry one lor...

Finally Jodel came n we went to East Coast Park... We had Kenny Rogers for dinner.. It's been a long time since i last ate that... After eating, we went to Scruffy Murphy for drinks.. We ordered 2 jars of beer and a plate of spicy drumlets... Yes!! Drumlets.. Chickens again.. we decided that we should have a chicky day.. so we had drumlets!!

We had a fun time there... bickering, planning, watching dogs, talking rubbish, kao bei to each other, etc etc before we went home ard midnight....

As usual, came home online... read storybook n hoon mi at around 330am... Woke up this afternoon at 330pm... online watched a super bo liao Jap movie, played with niece, read storybook n hoon mi again at 6pm... til 7pm.. my mum wOke me up for dinner...

Now after dinner, while chatting with Jodel n HSZ....my eyes began to feel heavy again.... got kick to hoon mi again... how?

Btw... im feeling blue liao...... sIanzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

12/10/07

2007-10-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

OM told me going to her school once a week is more than enuff ... Dun need to visit twice a week .... Fine!!

But this week, I visited her on Tuesday liao... Today oso... Tomorrow too!! This is thrice!! Nb...

Anyway... totally spoilt my mood today at her school....

The meeting started at 145pm with her started kao-bei-ing about the M&E contractor foreman... How lousy the M&E contractor is... Then she wan to make sure she never see the foreman in her school again... This is for the dunno how many times she banning/chasing people out of her school... All the contractors are complaining how difficult she is...

HELLO CONTRACTORS!! U THINK I DUNNO SHE DIFFICULT TO HANDLE MEH? I ALSO ALWAYS KENA FROM HER ONE LEH!!

Anyway, finally her kao-bei-ing stopped at 215pm when the contractors came... So she said she would go for her lunch and i should bring the contractors up to the lift motor room... WIN LIAO LOR!!

So the 6 of us climbed up the rooftop and went to the lift motor room lor... then we were discussing till 3pm when it started to pour!! Again.. it's pouring .. not raining... Then we rushed down the ladder and went to the General Office to look for OM .. The OM then brought us to the meeting room and started her kao-bei again.. She was nagging n nagging n scolding n scolding the M&E contractor till 4pm when i could not tahan anymore and decided to lie to her that i had a meeting so i need to make a move first...

That was when i can finally rest my ear... the poor M&E contractors were there till dunno wat time sia... haha... Anyway, as i mentioned earlier on, the M&E foreman was banned from the school, mainly because he was caught lying to OM.. N i lied to her about having a meeting.. If she ever find out, will she ban me too?? (Please tel me yes!!)

Anyway... met up with Debbie, Janet and Joyce at Clarke Quay after work.... Went to The Manhanttan Fish Market to have our dinner... nice food !! We love it!! After which followed by a drinking session at Cafe Iguana.. We had a Jumbo Macho Strawberry Magarita there...

Waiting for a cab there is a torture!! We waited for an hour oso no cab lor... We tried calling cab oso no cab lor... Riverside Point really got so ulu ma???

Anyway... feeling tired now... thinking of tmr going to see the OM again is even more tiring... the only thing i look forward to tomorrow is the usual mahjong session with Ms Lau Si and Ms Prata... I knew I will love the session!!

Ok... Just tahan my afternoon and i shall enjoy my Friday.... TGIF!!

My poor fridge

2007-10-11T00:36:00.000+08:00

As i turned around .... i realised.....

WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO MY FRIDGE????

Well... the mini fridge in my room was on the floor.... it had been disfigured by my mother....

I could see 5 scratches... long deep scratches on my fridge...

Needless to say.. its the vacuum cleaner......

All thanks to mama.........

-_-""""

Genting!!

2007-10-11T00:15:00.001+08:00

Damn it...

I didn't know y suddenly i got the strong urge to go to Genting now.... Immediately i mean!!

Who wanna go with me????????

Life is unfair

2007-10-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

Was on MSN chatting with HSZ juz now...

She reminded me of the ugliness of human beings... the selfishness of human...

The pain was back again.... coz she's in my footstep...

I saw myself in her....

I knew the pain she's going through....

I thought i will let it go... but i didn't

Emo again... Perhaps... tts wat happened when 2 pisceans were talking to each other...

Mistake

2007-10-11T00:04:00.001+08:00

I made a mistake today......

I knew i didn't like it alot.....

I knew i dun really need it...

I knew i didn't like it alot....

I knew im not very rich.....

I knew i will regret.....

But i still buy it......

Coz i jus wan that feeling of buying something to make myself happy for a moment...

Call me crazy!!

我已经爱上你

2007-10-09T00:13:00.001+08:00

与你的目光有过凝聚，
和你的微笑有过交替
没有你的允许，
我已经爱上你

也许你根本没有注意，
也许你已经记在心里
如何解开这个没有答案的谜，
跟着你的足迹拉近我的距离，
怎么说出第一句
这是个好大的难题

Hp died-ed

2007-10-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

Good!! A great Monday!!

As usual with my monday blue, i dragged myself to work....

OM was kao-bei-ing at me although i'm already on my way to his school... cannot wait till i reach then kao bei... fine!! then told me he would write to MOE head if the outstanding work not done by end of the month... Win liao lor.......

Then already sian half after collecting all the 'shit' from the school, i dragged myself to office... Everything was fine.. until we go lunch... the moment we stepped out from the shelter... it started POURING... read carefully... is STEPPED OUT FROM SHELTER ok... we were at shelter all the while... everything ok... no rain... no birdshit... very happy... then for no reason it started POURING!! not raining k....

So this is already a bad sign.. nvm... after lunch go another school for meeting... Tt's it... The contractor called me n my hp auto off... then when i tried to on again... That's it... it can RIP liao... once off .. cannot never be on liao.... my hp is pronounced DEAD!!

KNN.... i'm super duper hyper du lan now lor... n im in depression mode!!

So please leave me alone... before i scream at u!!

ARRRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Post Children's Day Celebration

2007-10-07T14:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday woke up at 230pm after HSZ gave me the 'morning' call....

Met HSZ at Paragon at 4pm as she wanted to change her Gucci wallet to another design...

After much consideration, she changed her wallet into a card holder and a coin purse and all she need to do is to top up $90... Cool !!

After which, we proceeded to Suntec to meet up with Elin, Ada and Mr Black for dinner...

After the dinner, it's time to celebrate our post Children's Day... We crossed the road and went over to Paulaners to have a drink...

The talking session somehow turned into discussing our secondary school lifestyle... HSZ was abit out coz she's much too young and her generation did not lead this kind of happening secondary school time... She only said that what we had said only happened to her school Nomal Academic students..

But bascially, it was a fun talking session.. After a while, Ada n Mr Black were tired and claimed that they wanted to go home and rest... n HSZ got to go to Tanjong Pagar to meet her friend.. So leaving me and Elin. She said that her friend was joining us and she long wanted to introduce her friend to me as she thought that the both of us were as lame.... -_-'''

So we sat there till her friend, Debbie joined us...Her friend, Jamie joined in later too... N we had our lame session till around 1130pm then we left Paulaners..

We had a hard time taking cab... n finally after 30mins of waiting, we gave up and called for a cab.. Elin n i were glad and happy that we managed to get a mercz cab and even when we were on ECP, we were discussing that mercz cab can go at a higher speed...

But we were wrong wrong wrong!!! The uncle did not know his way to my house and he did not bother to ask me for directions.. he was plainly trying his luck .... N the problem is he was driving at a high speed.. so when i realised that something is wrong, i didn't managed to correct him in time n therefore we were going round Bedok before reaching my house .... when my house is just 3 mins away from ECP!!

#$%^&*(*&^%$#$%^&*&^%$

Long Friday

2007-10-06T07:38:00.000+08:00

Juz back home...

Super tired...Had a super long Friday... out for exactly 24hours!!

So wat have i done for the past 24 hrs?

Slept at 430am on Thursday nite... woke up at 715am on Friday morning.. Made my way to meet Elin at Bedok MRT at 745am... After which we proceeded to Novena Square Office for Department Meeting...

After meeting at 11am... went to KFC with Elin n Ada to take cock till 1pm then we made our way back to Toa Payoh Office and do some paperworks till 245pm ... n made my way to Novena Square Office again for Training....

The trainer had this hong kong accent which was so funny that i was laughing almost throughout the whole lesson... Finally the training ends at 530pm... Since time was still early.. so HSZ,Gin n i went to KFC again to take cock... KFC had gradually became the 老地方(LDF) for us...

After which, went to Aljunied MRT to meet up with Karen and Tina to proceed to Geylang for our dim sum at 揾到食... Annie and Denise then joined us later... After the super hot dinner, we decided that we should proceed to somewhere with aircon ... so we took a bus to Paya Lebar Singapore Post Building and rot at the Mac...

Then eventually, Denise and I went to fetch Michelle n we started our 3 leg mahjong again... The mahjong started out smoothly at 1130pm.. till around 330pm.. Michelle aka Ms Prata... was so so so tired that she actually fell asleep while playing mahjong... Denise aka Ms Lau Si and I aka Hoon Mi were practically laughing at Ms Prata... The whole session was like laughing session instead of mahjong session... by 530am... Ms Prata surrended and therefore we stopped our mahjong.

After napping for 10mins... Ms Prata insisted that we should proceed with our prata session. So off we went to the prata shop and had our pratas and milo dinos... Again.. we were laughing more than eating and at 730am... we decided that we should proceed home to hoon mi as all of us had something on on this fine Saturday!!

So basically I was laughing for almost the whole day n till now while im blogging, i can feel the tiredness of my mouth and stomach muscles...

It's almost 8am... I shall now offline and go hoon mi till 230pm when i shall wake up to meet HSZ and continue the laughing session!!

Time to rest my stomach muscles and mouth...

Cafe Del Mar postpone!!

K.O.

ZzzZzzzzZZzzzZZzzZZZzZZzZzzzz

Thanks HSZ

2007-10-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

My sore throat n flu had turned to cough n flu today....

HSZ gave me some lozenges today!! So touching!! not juz lozenges hor!! is lozenges with her art work on it... :) C liao oSo feel better ... haha..

Anyway... THANK U, TEQUILA POP!! *muackz*

Milo Dino

2007-10-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

1045pm --- Told Mama i got cravings for Milo Dino...

1130pm --- Rushed to kitchen... Cannot tahan anymore... Making Milo Dino...

Cannot resist Milo dino temptation.... That's y.. Ms Prata (Michelle) n Ms Lau Si (Denise) called me T-Rex!!

I live up to my name...

Anyway... will back to Ah Bang's place for prata n dino this Friday...

Looking forward to it!! Yeah!!

Sick...

2007-10-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

Didn't had a good day today... early in the morning 712am.. my niece started crying non stop... by 830am... my hp is ringing non stop... at 9am when i was sleeping... I heard some noise.. when i opened my eyes..my mum is carrying my niece in my room... Faint lor... they are standing in my room, watching me sleeping... piangz....

The very dulan me did not mention a word n go back to sleep.. if they can stand in my room watching me sleeping for the whole morning, then let them be.. i was so tired that i dun bother anything....

After i woke up and opened my room door, going to work... my house was crowded... I saw my mother, father n sister playing with my niece... N for goodness sake... my father n sister went home during their lunch time to c my niece coz she's sick... All right man... I was sick too n no one bother... i think no one in my family even realise that im sick too....

Anyway, went to meet XXXX Secondary School OM this afternoon. Among all the schools, think he's the best OM... After signing the safety audit, he asked me out for coffee... So we went for coffee near the school... this is not the first time we drank coffee together... Everytime i visit him, he will ask me what i will be doing after visiting his school. If i am not rushing for time then he will ask me out for coffee or lunch... we will then talk about personal things while having our coffee.. he had also teach me a lot of things in life... The most important thing is that... he will tell me the OM from XXXX Primary School (which i mentioned in the previous post) is not good...Eg.. the OM from XXXX Primary School ask him to lend her their school hall... becoz the secondary school hall is air conditioned!! (The secondary school and primary school is just beside each other). This makes me feel so home coz he n i got the same enemy.... haha...

After the school visit, the OM from XXXX Primary School asked me to go to her school since im only at the Secondary School.. so after departing my dear Mr Nice OM, i dragged myself to XXXX Primary School...

After a quick visit, I made my way back to office. Coincidentally, saw Lian n Elin at the carpark... They were rushing to somewhere.. then when i finally catch up with them, it was a car stopped at the carpark entrance... Lian then told me that the car had no petrol n cannot move anymore. The Kelong driver had went to the nearby petrol station to get some petrol, while asking an uncle to look after her car... She even left the car key with the uncle...

Lian, Elin n I were laughing away at how stupid she is... coz we had never heard anyone who can drive the car until totally no petrol... Anyway.. we decided to push the car a bit so as not to block too much of the road coz the car had really stopped at the entrance of the car park n causing much much much inconveniece to the other road users.. So we told the uncle who's holding the key to change to free gear n realise the brake for us to push the car up the slope to the carpark...

The uncle was so clever that he stepped on the brake while the 3 of us were trying to push the car -_-'''' Then finally after some guidance from Elin, the uncle released the brake and we started to push the car up the slope... Luckily 2 helpful man walked past n helped us... After all the pushing, the driver is still not back yet... she's basically using her own sweet time lor...

After the driver came back with her tin of petrol, Elin helped her to fill up her tank.. After which, we then proceed to buy 4D.. her car plate number then back to office... By the time we reached office, the 3 of us had no energy.. our hands were trembing.. as a result of the push... haha...

Anyway... my sore throat and flu had turned worse... n i cant turn my neck n i felt like my shoulders are 100kg... how huh... got to look for my salon pas liao lor... Argh........

More workload

2007-10-02T23:25:00.000+08:00

Today, the OM of XXXX Primary School is unhappy again.... All her vulgar language started to shoot at me again.. I was scolded again... Tonnes of works were then given to me to be done or follow up. Eg issue warning letters and LD to contractors. Basically she's unhappy with all the contractors.. Like she said 'They are really fuck up'. Anyway, all the contractors hate her to the core too... Actually she's already 52, so y dun she just jolly well retire n stay at home????? N for goodness sake, can someone please please please wake her up by telling her she is no longer in the Navy liao... so please dun apply her army lifestyle in a primary school!!

Anyway, after letting the OM vent her anger on me.. I made my way back to office... Manager called for an urgent meeting... Dunno is it a good news or bad news to me... He claimed that my company had just been awarded with the job at Ang Mo Kio-Yio Chu Kang Town Council... Our contract started on 1st Nov 07 and in such a short time, HR is unable to employ 80 new staffs to take over the new project. Therefore, each department in CPG is to deploy some staffs to go over to Ang Mo Kio-Yio Chu Kang Town Council to help out.

If i were to go over to help out, this means that i will be handling 9 schools with 3 R&R projects, 1 with improvement works, 1 hostel with R&R projects and approximately 20 blocks of HDB. Then obviously i will be seriously overloaded with works!!

Not only that... I no longer can enjoy freedom in my work.. Coz working for town council need to clock in and clock out ... This means i need to reach AMK by 830am every morning... afternoon run schools and then back to AMK to clock out at 6pm... Weekends may also be burn coz there may be ministers visiting... n worse is ... town council is alternate sat... i cant imagine myself waking up so early on a sat...

The only thing that interest me is that taking up town council = i will have an increase in pay... Manager had not told us how much will be the increment coz MD had not advise on this.

Anyway, HR is recruiting more than 100 new staffs currently as we are awarded the contract with Ang Mo Kio-Yio Chu Kang Town Council and Changi Airport T3. So whoever interested in working in CPG, please help me know k.... (coz got recommendation fee of $200) ... haha

Tired...

2007-10-02T23:13:00.000+08:00

Juz reached home after celebrating Children's Day with HSZ n Gin...

Having a headache now... n so so so damn tried... It had been years since i felt so tired...

We had our Children Day feast at Sunset Way... Steamboat n BBQ!!

Had a fun n full celebration.. However, the thinking of going home sucks... Need to walk to Clementi Mrt station.. then take the never reaching mrt then change to feeder bus before reaching home... Super long journey lor...

I was dragging myself home... Feeling like dragging a 10000kg body, 10000kg head home...

I think i having fever soon... can feel the heat liao.. also sore throat...

Anyway, HSZ n Gin agreed to celebrate our next Children's Day at Bedok !! yeah!!

背叛

2007-10-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

背叛

雨不停落下来
花怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人欣赏悲哀
爱只剩下无奈
我一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何 Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句 Say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡
今后都不管
只要你能愉快

心有一句感慨
我还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段还在不在

紧紧相依的心如何 Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句 Say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡
今后都不管
只要你能愉快

This song has never fail to turn me emo... No matter when im listening to this song, be it a happy occasion or when im blue... this song can immediately bring back all my sorrows.. filling me with all the pain in my heart and the wounds hurt as though they are still bleeding... I can never forget the day ... the moment...

The lyrics.. from the first word till the last word... as though written for me perfectly...

Tiring Week

2007-09-30T23:28:00.000+08:00

Got a super tired week ...

Monday to Thursday.. As usual.. going to schools n schools n schools...

Facing OMs are difficult enuff.. still need to face the AM, AE and vice principal...

Contractors not doing their jobs = more jobs for me..

Chasing contractors for their stuffs makes me crazy... OMs chasing me to chase the contractors make me more crazy... the worse is when contractors bark louder than u... haizz

Anyway Caryn jio me out for bowling on Thurs... She knew i love bowling so she jio me although she dun like to bowl... Think she can feel my depression... haha.. Jio don along too since she's my shifu in bowling...

Bowling ends early so call up ah lian and we went to PLAY... a disco which i never heard b4...

PLAY wasnt really fun.. But lian n i were dead drunk... Poor Caryn had to carry my bag, her bag, her notebook and me!! Vomitted all the way from Tanjong Pagar to Bishan... When reached her house... first thing for me is fell to her bed n fell asleep straight away... haha...

By the time i wake up is already afternoon... i was only left with my top and my boxer.. She can even bother to remove my socks, belts and jeans.. haha... Anyway it was already Friday afternoon... I was on leave on Friday but meeting Adlyna n Rashid for bowling at Marina Square.. Yes bowling again.. Thats how much i love bowling...

Rushed home immediately after eating with Caryn then get myself ready for bowling session. N for goodness sake!! My dear sis, Adlyna and Rashid were late for more than an hour.. n i was sitting like a stupid fool at Marina Square waiting for them...

After 2 fun games, rushed off to Vivo City to meet up with Tina, Jamie, Beng, Teck, Rodney n Kelly for dinner at Sushi Tei... It had been a long time since we last met...

After the dinner, I abandoned them n made my way to meet up with my colleagues at St James!! A party i look long forward to !!

The party didnt end up well.. In fact, i regret organising this party... Firstly, I saw Elin n Mar quarrelled all the way from Boiler Room till they are out of my sight... Tried stopping them.. But useless... Next.. Lian was so drunk that the bouncer told me to get her home if not he will get the police... i had to apologise 100000000000 times to the bouncer... Next after everything settled.. i thought we can go back enjoyed the party.. But i was wrong.. coz now Penny n Gin went missing... So went to toilet to find them n realise penny was also drunk with her wallet lost.. Looked for all the cubicles for her wallet coz she cannot really which cubicle she went to... no wallet in sight... went in boiler to find oso no wallet in sight... haiz..... so all i can do is to call the banks to cancel all her cards.. n well.. i cant believe a 20 yr old gal can have so many cards lor!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, i felt so guilty for that... haiz .. thats y regret organising this party...

Sat went out with Yirong.. She suggested KTV so we went KTV... yes just the both of us.. we sang for 4 hrs... Followed by dinner and shopping then home sweet home... Anyway.. bought some stuffs from Takashimaya for my colleagues for children's day... I know im childish.. so? :P

Went home had some drinks with my parents... we were drinking beer like nobody business... till my father got to go 7-11 to get somemore to continue our party... haha...

After my home party is time to get serious.. started to prepare all the Children's Day gifts for my colleagues... till finally my eyes closing....

Woke up by my father today... he said that my grandparents said i long time never visit them liao so want me to go to my grandparent's hse with him... haiz....

Luckily i brought along my laptop.. was chatting on MSN and doing up my transport claim till my cousin jio me for a mahjong session...

After drinking beer with my mother just now... here i am doing up my blog again..

It's already 1230am... damn.. I can feel monday blue again, although its Children's Day.. haiz..

Anyway.. Happy Children's Day!!

世界上最远的距离

2007-09-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

世界上最远的距离
不是生与死的距离
而是我站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你

世界上最远的距离
不是我站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你
而是爱到痴迷
却不能说我爱你

世界上最远的距离
不是我不能说我爱你
而是想你痛彻心脾
却只能深埋心底

世界上最远的距离
不是我不能说我想你
而是彼此相爱
却不能够在一起

世界上最远的距离
不是彼此相爱
却不能够在一起
而是明知道真爱无敌
却装作毫不在意

Lazy!!

2007-09-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

All along wanted to get a new blog n keep this blog away...

Too many things had happened n many are of bad memories...

Ended up using back this old blog is first.... lazy... this is oso the main reason.. lazy to do up all the java scripts again... next is becoz... no matter wat happened... this is oso part of my life story... so i shall continue my life story here...

Actually i stopped blogging partly becoz i wanted to forget all the bad memories n start afresh... however... when someone ask me y i didnt blog anymore... i started to think again n therefore decided to continue blogging...

Betrayed

2007-05-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

After waiting for 3 hours, all i got is hurting words!!

Finally awake after 4 months of blindness!!

I was so damn fucking frustrated by the betrayal!!!!!

I hate this world!!!!!

Time, effort, sacrifice n money spent for the past 4 months all i got in return today is BETRAYAL!!!!

Who can be fair to me?

Y is it human r all so selfish n cruel?

Wat have i done wrong?

Y must treat me like that???????????

Y?

Wrong?

2007-05-21T03:10:00.000+08:00

FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im feeling damn fucking frustrated now!!!!!!!!!

I wan to shout it out loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wat have I done?

2007-05-21T03:06:00.000+08:00

For the past few days, I had been thinking this question......

"What have i done to deserve all these sufferings?"

Who can give me the answer?

Wasting my life away...

2007-05-21T02:40:00.000+08:00

Y am i still surviving in this world?

Sometimes how i wish i can die.... y others can get killed in an accident i cannot? becoz god know im a coward who dun dare to commit suicide so god continue to play a fool with me?

Basically im juz an extra in this world... no contribute to the society... no contribute to my family... not a good person..... perhaps u can call me a BURDEN to others!! n thats how useless i am!!

Depression getting more n more serious !!

Saturday was supposed to be a happy day for me... Already had plan since Monday.. Looking forward to it till my neck is damn long.... Perhaps had plan too early n when 希望越大，失望越也大...

Woke up early in the morning and received a sms saying that i was again being put aeroplane!! Received sms from Tina saying shes at Orchard with Jamie and asked whether i wan to join... I was simply too frustrated to join them at that moment and therefore went back to sleep for a while... Woking up again in the afternoon with nothing to do and started to think wat shall i do for the rest of the day...

Called Jacqueline and she's at Orchard with her friend so i went to join her there... Went shopping with them for a few hours then went to Otwo to meet up Sharon for a drink...

Was there an hour early so was drinking Martell alone... That's when i received a sms n when thats also when an arguement started.... I think i was crazy too... not tt im drunk... coz i had only juz started... but i think because all the while i had been 压抑my feelings n thoughts for too long so i exploded...

Crying in a pub alone..... trying so so so hard to fight back my tears but i fail..... Finally after a while Sharon reached.. We had drinks n play pool as usual... I was trying hard to pretend nothing happened.... Everything went all right until awhile later ... sms war started again... i cried again... I simply hate myself n hate everyone else.. Sharon knew i was really sad... She suggested to go St Jame's Power Station...

Actually by 12am.. i was already drunk and had vomitted ..... But i dun care....continue drinking is wat i wan..... With a heavy head I went to Dragonfly with Sharon ard 2am... she told me she had not dance for a long time too... and she had also try to cheer me up... I can see the effort by her n i appreciate it... but too bad... I cant do it......

This is the first time in my life i enjoy dancing... Sharon n I were busy dancing for the next 2 hours non-stop .... Dragonfly is such a fun place.... Thanks to Sharon for the fun...

A day end ..... again.... I wasted my life away.......

Btw...I had request my tatoo artist, Malvin to design another tattoo for me.... I will be getting it most probably next week if he managed to come up with the design on time..... Not that Im addicted to tattoo... but becoz i know i wont feel the pain from tattoo now coz the pain im going through now is much more than the pain from the tattoo... just like when i self abuse.. i dun feel anything.....

New or continue?

2007-05-21T02:33:00.000+08:00

Had actually went to a new blog site n opened a new account as i had decided to continue blogging...

However, I decided to use back my old blog.. becoz i didnt wan to forget my past...

My life is full of downs... but i never n dun wan to forget about them... so i decided to use back this blog... although it can add on to the misery life now.. i didnt wan to start afresh....

Sad is sad.. feeling down is always feeling down... no use of hiding n escaping by having a new blog site...

The depression im having now is enuff for me to commit suicide...

But too bad....im a COWARD!!

Laugh at me !! Look down on me!! Coz i simply dun deserve any respect !!

Human...

2007-05-21T02:31:00.000+08:00

Human is the most dangerous, destructive, selfish, and unethical animal on earth...

Back in action

2007-05-21T02:25:00.000+08:00

After so many months of abandoning my blog... I'm back in action ..

Back in action coz of the drastic change in my life....

Sometimes im thinking.. if my life is a drama... it shall be a interesting drama... perhaps a good educational drama.. coz i had learnt a lot of things within this 9 months..

I can never imagine that my life had made such a big change in these 9 months...

Have any 24 yr old person gone through as much as i gone through?

Chalet chalet

2006-07-24T12:34:00.000+08:00

After the bird park trip... the 4 of us, Eddie, Jasmine, Daniel n i started to plan the next trip...

Final decision... Chalet....

So we immediately went to book a chalet on 22/7/06 ... n packed our bag... checked in on 23/7/06... at Pasir Ris Coasta Sand...

We had a world of our own... After we checked in on Sunday... We started to laze around... then played mahjong... drink Martell and Vodka.... then BBQ... then played mahjong again for the whole nite.. Although we still need to work on the next day... the 4 of us still played mahjong till almost 4am in the morning...

Drunk nite

2006-07-21T09:51:00.000+08:00

Forgetful me had forgotten my wallet yesterday.... Didnt realised until my mum called me... she told me i forgot to bring my wallet.... :P

Was supposed to meet mama for dinner at BI.... but Jasmine called me ... asking whether i can to join her for dinner.... I agreed... Sorry to forgo dinner with Mama lor.... a bit guilty to cause mama to have dinner alone... sorry lah...

So after work, Eddie and Jasmine came to pick me at office then we went to have dinner at Chinatown 唐城粥.... Since we reached early, we waited at the carpark till Daniel reached...

Our crazy time start at that point of time... again we had lots of rubbish n craps... laughing more than we ate....

After dinner, we sat there cracking our brains where to go.... final conclusion... LH....

These 4 crazy people who didnt intend to spend any money that nite, end up spending lots of money.... The 4 of us finished 2 bottles of Martell.... All end up high.....

When we left LH... it was already 2++am.... our rubbish didnt end .... Daniel n I were still crapping all the way... while Jasmine had already become restless.... Eddie and Jasmine left first, leaving Daniel n i continue our rubbish there.....

Finally reached home at 330am.... waking up at 8am for work with super hangover today....

Updates finally

2006-07-20T09:20:00.000+08:00

It's been a long long time since i last updated my blog... n now its giving me headache to update my blog...... n it’s a long long blog

30/05/06
Super sian at home on Tues.... So after dinner, i decided to get out of my house... So called Jasmine up to go to LH....

Luckily LH wasnt that bored.... Even got a new friend, Jason..All the four of us were having much fun there.... Actually wanted to go home early... but Annie said she wanted supper.. so had to wait till 2am then we went for supper at one of the coffee shop behind LH.... I had nasi lemak.. think i must be crazy to eat nasi lemak at 230am ...

I was 70% drunk tt nite so i went home n concussed after that... n the worse thing was that i had to work on the next day......

01/06/06
Was on my way to work as usual... Bus at Joo Chiat... reaching office in an hour time.. but...... I seriously felt like vomitting..... Struggling on bus.. to alight to vomit or tahan till cannot tahan then alight......... Started to have cold sweat.... dun even dare to swallow saliva....... dun dare to fall asleep too.. coz i knew if i fell asleep i confirm puke lor........ tahan n tahan with cold sweat all the way.......

Felt like dying sia......... an hour to go b4 reaching office...............

Finally..... reached office......... put my bag n rushed to the toilet.............. I became Merlion........ I could see all the nasi lemak..... n Martell........ YUCKS!!! damn gross n disgusting.............

After which... im back to the active me!!

02/06/06

It was Rodney's birthday... Tina, Jamie, Kelly, Edward, Teck, Beng, the birthday boy and i went to Cineleisure to have dinner... The birthday boy, Mr Rodney treated us dinner then we went to K-Box to have fun...... the 8 of us turned crazy once we entered our room... Then when its time to sing birthday song to Rodney.. we became worse.. after he cut the cake.. the cake started flying around in the room.... there was a cake war.. 7 people attacked the birthday boy... but he didnt gave up...

We even became friends with a few waitress there... haha... then at about 1130pm... there was a competition held in K-box... stacking of dices.. whoever can stack 13 dices would win the game... so we had sent Rodney ... he was smart enuff to stack up to 11.. initally we were the leading time.... but at a later time.. another group had 12....

Actually our singing time was from 8pm to 12am... but somehow we were allowed to extend till 3am... perhaps that was becoz we made friends with the waitress... haha... actually was supposed to go to LH to find Annie and Jasmine... but since we only ended at 3am... i couldnt go... we really had a happy and enjoyable nite.......

06/06/06
A busy tuesday for me.. Was rushing my 6000 words report which had to be submitted on the next day for the whole morning and afternoon in office.. thank god my boss is on leave... if not i would not be able to complete my report..

After work, went to National Library to return my 'long overdue' books... not purposely to hold the books so long one..... becoz i need them for my report mah.... anyway... after which went to school to enrol for the next semester.. then received Annie's call.... she wanted to go out for dinner.... but she couldnt decide where.... so after wandering around for some time at City Hall, i went to LH.....

Was waiting for Annie's call to decide where n what time to meet....After some time, finally she decided to go to Mr Bean.. so i went over immediately to meet her..... She had 2 guy friends there too... After which, she insisted to go to Kbox, but these 2 guys die die dun wan to go.. n after much discussion... the conclusion is i go home......

09/06/06
It was one of the thurs chics, Karen's birthday. People attended were the birthday gal, Karen n her bf, Joei.. Janet Tina, Denise, Annie and I..

We went to Esplanade for dinner.. the birthday gal wanted to have some pasta so we went to California Bistro for dinner… all of us were very full after the dinner.. but … the birthday gal insisted to have the fondue at Hagen Dazz… all of us got crazy in Hagen Dazz… we started to take lots of photos in there… I think Karen n Denise were trying to fight and see who got the ugliest photo in the world…they were playing with the chocolate… yucks…… End up we messed up the whole table like nobody business sia…Poor waitress………

After the fondue… we decided to go to the Merlion Park to take some photos…. But Karen was really really heng on her birthday.. coz the Merlion was under maintenance… it was closed… how many times in a year can the Merlion be under maintenance? Not many rite?? Haha… tts y I think Karen was so lucky that she could see the Merlion to be under maintenance on her birthday… hahaha

We then decided to go to Marina Square to watch movie.. but the sad thing was that the tickets were all fully booked… except for the first row…. So we gave up that idea… then as we decided to go to Suntec to have some coffee… we saw a newly opened café at Marina Square… Janet was saying that the food there was marvelous.. so we had a change of plan.. we went to the café…

At the café… since we could not resist the temptation of the food from the menu.. We ordered some food again although we were all very very full… After much struggling then we managed to finish our food…

After finishing the food, it was already midnight…so we parted each other… the queue at the taxi stand was damn long… n there was no sight of cab… so I decided to take a night rider home…. It wasn’t as bad as I thought coz I could comfortably sleep on the bus….. ZzZZZZzzZZ………

10/06/06
It was my off day… but I was being disturbed from my sleep by my colleagues…. Fuck……… after which I could not fell asleep .. got off my bed and on my lappy and started to msn and played games…

Then Sanne, Deon and Jacqueline started to ask whether I wanna join them for lunch at Sizzler… I rejected… coz I dun really like tt place… then I ‘counter offer’ them …Sakae Sushi… coz I really feel like eating sashimi… they agreed so we met at Bugis to have Sakae… Actually I was very lazy to go out…. But I dunno y but I juz agreed to it….

After lunch, we went to temple n pray then we went for a drink…. I dun feel like going home so early and so went to LH… had asked Jaslin along….. but she said she can only join after 10pm therefore I asked weiwei along first….

So I proceeded to LH…. Had fun time there wif weiwei then jaslin joined us…. We had a few drinks n left…. Undrunk….

11/06/06
A boring Sunday…. Had my dinner wif father, sis and bro-in-law at Siglap…we had Vietnam food for dinner…. Mother went to play mahjong liao… I hate it…. I love having dinner wif my whole family…

17/6/06
Went to watch Silent Hill at MS wif Tina, Kelly Rodney, Beng, Teck and Edward. Not a really nice show…. After the show, Jamie joined us for dinner then I went to LH to have drinks wif Jasmine….It was her birthday celebration… We drank quite a lot… Chivas… Martell… Tequila shot… n she even had Baileys…. As a result, she was super drunk…. Together wif Eddie, we carried her to Hotel 81 at Chinatown… After I left, went back to office to do roll-call since it was juz opposite….

Went back high and dirty…. Coz my dear friend, Jasmine had puked on me… eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

23/6/06 & 27/06/06
Went to LH wif jasmine again….. we really had no place to go sia…..

28/06/06
It’s Annie’s birthday so we went for celebration. People presence : Annie, Karen, Yiru, Wani, Tina, Boon and I…. First we went to Stamford house to have dinner at one of the Jap restaurant … after which we proceeded to Raffles City… went to Café Cartel again… coz the birthday gal wanted Viking .. the scary ice cream founded by Thurs Chicz….Denise joined us at a later time too…

After Cartel, Annie and I went to Dreambar at Boat Quay… not my type of place so left without any hesitation after a while… hehe….

30/06/06
Had a real bad day at work…. Was supposed to go home after work for dinner…. But I was so so so so angry at work that I ultimately end up at LH…. Seriously tts not an excuse for going there… but I was really going to be crazy coz of work….

Was at LH drinking then I called Mr X …. He joined me at LH shortly and we had drinks and a long long talk then proceeded to Handle Bar at Bukit Merah to continue drinking with his friends….

The only sad thing was that………. I need to work on the next day……… SIAN!!!!!

01/07/06
It had been a long time since I met up with Jacqueline… was supposed to meet her last week or so…. But she’s sick…. Finally get to meet up with her today at TM after my work… We had a long long long long chat to update each other….

Ah Eve had asked me out…… but she’s too late….. next time ba……. :p

03/07/06
Super busy day…. Took 3 hours time off at work… then went to Paradiz Centre to help father to collect something then went to school to collect my study materials and followed by back to office again… coz I had ample time…. I met Weiwei at around 6pm…. After I finished my stuff it was only 5pm… so I went back to office lor…. When time’s up, went to LH to look for Weiwei…. Xiaodi dropped by a while too… happy to that he’s doing fine now…

Was supposed to rush home coz I wanna watch the 9pm drama…. But I was late…. End up by the time I got home it was already almost 12am….

04/07/06
Went to Sakura @ Orchard Shopping Centre after work with Sanne, Deon and Jacqueline…. Vicki was supposed to go too… but too bad she was held up at work…. So the 4 of us whacked the whole restaurant….i think we laughed more than we ate…. The food there not very good leh…. It got worse as compared to the last time I went….. but with the group of people im with… I had a fun time….

After the dinner, I went to LH again…..had met Jasmine there ….. time for a ‘high’ nite again… :P

06/07/06
Met Jasmine at Orchard to get Ah Eve’s birthday present… since she was late… I went window shopping alone at CK Tang…. After she reached we went to buy perfume for Ah Eve… really no idea wat to get her so Jasmine suggested to get her perfume…

After getting the perfume, we proceeded to LH… Daniel joined us too…the 3 of us played games and drank till very high sia…. Really had a fun time wif them at LH….

07/07/06
Went to PS after work to meet Tina and buy some stuff… then we proceeded to Mind Café to meet Jamie, Edward, Rodney Kelly, Beng and Teck…. The purpose of meeting today was to celebrate Edward’s birthday….

Dunno who somehow decided to go to Mind Café…. Dunno that was a good idea or not too…. We all had dinner there and started our games…. I think by the time we go home, all of us had stomach muscles… basically we didn’t stop laughing for a single minute lor….

That explains y I always enjoy and look forward to go out with these 7 people… Can we meet up everyday????

08/07/06
Was sleeping at home for the whole day coz it was my off day… until I received call from Jasmine to go LH…. I didn’t know to go or not too…. But end up I still go…. Daniel and Eddie were there too … so the 4 of us continued our rubbish from the last meeting…. Had lots of fun… we even ordered a new Martell and hadn’t touched it… this means that I can expect such fun real soon again wif these bunch of people again…

09/07/06
After much consideration… I finally bought a new hp… Motorola V3x….. yeah!!

11/07/06
My school semester starts again…. So time for school again after work… damn stress after attending the class… lots n lots n lots of deadline to be met…. With the workload I had now on hand…. Now to meet my first deadline on 2/8/06??

After class, was supposed to go LH… end up… I was at Carribean…. Drinking and chatting with Serene… almost a month since I last saw her…. We update each other and started crapping…. We had a deal to go for Sushi together again… hehe…

After drinking, went back to office to do roll-call and home sweet home… but nitemare started when I realized that the next day is a working day… OMG!!

15/07/o6
Saturday….. a day I had been waiting n looking forward to since Monday…. Was on duty today…. So got to force myself out of the bed and went to work… After which… Jasmine and Eddie came to fetch me and they went to my house…. Helped Jasmine to change her blog layout….

Stayed till evening then we went to Breko at Bugis… We had some finger food and beers there then we proceeded to National Library… 1st time in my life I stepped into library after drinking…. Wat an experience!!! Haha….

Jasmine had borrowed a few books and I chose a book and started reading while we were on the way to LH to continue 2nd round of drinking…. This is the 1st time in my life time to read a chinese story book ….. so interesting….

Waited for Daniel to join us….. He came shortly and we started our games and drinking session…. Walker had joined us at a later time too… Didn’t know y everyone was so high tt day… perhaps all of us had Martell nic….

16/07/06
Woke up at 9am… feeling damn excited!! Coz im going to the Jurong Birdpark!! Im going with Jasmine, Eddie and Daniel… I think no one as ON as us lor… 4 people who drank so much Martell the nite b4 and went home at almost 3am.. woke up with hangover, will wan to go to Jurong Birdpark… except for us lor… tts y I said no one as ON as us liao….

I almost stepped out of my house at 10am… when my father bought breakfast back…I was asked to eat breakfast b4 I go out… so I quickly ate my noodles and went to Toa Payoh to meet Jasmine and Eddie… Since I was already quite late by the time I finished my breakfast… I took a cab there…

Waited for them for quite sometime… till I rained!! For goodness sake… when I was waiting for a cab just now it was super hot lor… n now the rain was super heavy…. Faint… then we proceed to Boon Lay Market to meet Daniel…. Eddie was smart enuff to leave the story book which I read halfway yesterday on the car and so I can read on the journey….

Daniel was already there waiting for us… then Jasmine and Eddie had breakfast there n we went to Jurong Birdpark excitingly after they finished… After parking the car, we went to the prawn farm to take a look first then proceed to the birdpark….

I was soooooo excited abt this trip….. it had been years since I last stepped into the birdpark…. I enjoyed the whole trip very very very much… all thanks to Jasmine, Eddie and Daniel… they had brought me really happy memories!!

After the birdpark, we went back to the prawn farm for dinner…. After dinner… we were discussing to go prawn fishing or not… end up giving up the idea and Eddie sent us home….

By the way… by the time I reached home, im already addicted to the story book….

18/07/06
I couldn’t wait anymore….. after work… Sanne accompanied me to National Library…. I lent the storybook which was half read on Eddie’s car…. Hahah… n I finished reading it on the same nite…

A sense of satisfactory coz I had finished reading a chinese storybook… this is something I had never done b4…. N I love the story too…

I think I had a new hobby!!! hehe

Wasting my one week...

2006-05-29T09:25:00.000+08:00

Went to LH on Thurs with Annie as promised.... Had asked Jasmine along... so Jasmine n Eddie came to Hong Lim to have dinner then Annie joined later..... After we had dinner... we went to LH to drink...My stupid fucking boss had asked me to go back to office to do inspection at 1am n told me to go off only at 230am... so after drinking, Eddie sent me to office and i was there chatting with the guards till 230am then i went off..... pathetic me was so tired and drunk tt day and yet could not go home..... the lucky thing was that i only need to start work at 11am the next morning......

After woke up on Fri, went to Tanah Merah to meet Alex... then went to work... after work, went to meet Serene for dinner at Citylink... we had the best sashimi we ever had... cool!! then we went to Lh together...as she wanted to take her pay n she met her friends there... then waited for Jasmine there.... After sometime, we joined Davis's table .. Jasmine n Eddie left early, leaving Davis n me there... we were talking rubbish n laughed like no one business whole nite... perhaps its becoz we drank too much that nite.... Drank Martell, Chivas and a jar of beer lor...

When LH closed, i went to took cab home... then saw Zevis and we chatted a while... then davis appeared from nowhere again... we chatted awhile again... then saw Serene again... She n Karen asked me to go to Disco at one Fullerton with them... i dunno wat i doing sia... i agreed...

So we took cab there.... Samanthan was there too... we only still a while then we left home... by the time i reached home, it was already 5+am ... Concussed after reached home.. Luckily Sat i dun need to work... Decided to spend my Sat nua-ing at home.. By right i should bring Serene's daughter out ... but i was too tired.... Karen asked me to go out for a drink, i had also rejected her.... then Annie asked me go O bar.... had oso rejected... so spent my Sat at home playing computer games... n i was addicted....

Father bought a lot of food back home on Sat... got black pepper crabs somemore... yeah!! we had party at home .. haha....

By the time i went to bed on Sat at 230am.. then i remembered... my contact lens was still on.. since Thurs... it had been more than 56hours!! Am i going to be blind soon?? Haha

Sunday went to Whitewater as it was Grandpa's birthday.. was supposed to reach earlier as Tina had asked me to join her for lunch... but i was addicted to my computer game... so i only went there in late afternoon with my computer games... haha.... Was playing computer game the whole day till 2am... n time to sleep coz still need to work on the next day... sian......................

Meaningful.......

2006-05-24T17:52:00.000+08:00

你的渴望对我是很难
太多人比我强
也承认我平凡
我已经拼命追赶
你的眼神请别那么冷淡
就算再付出我都撑得住
我不怕辛苦苦到什么地步
只要你满足
但你何时满足
爱的好累
真的好苦

虽然你是我的一切
也别让我感觉爱你很可悲

从来听不见你一句赞美
从来听不见你一句安慰
就算我作的都白费
至少自尊让我保留一点

当我知道你们相爱

2006-05-24T17:46:00.000+08:00

当我知道你们相爱
有了开始有了未来
想替你开心人却无法释怀
我的悲哀在眼底徘徊
当我知道你们相爱
我的心底泛起许多无奈
我的心在哭
我真的在乎
你的离开

好想祝福却言不由衷心

1st Anniversary

2006-05-23T23:49:00.000+08:00

Today, 23/5/06, mark the 1st Anniversary of my blog...

Happy 1st birthday!!

22/5/06

2006-05-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

Annie came to office to wait for me to knock off then we went to have noodles at the shop she suggested... i wasnt hungry so i didnt had any...... Then it started raining...... sian......

Luckily when she finished the noodles, the rain got smaller and we then made way to LH... LH was super quiet and boring yesterday... we went home around 1115pm... Eve kept asking me to go back to drink after sending to cab..... but i rejected her... coz i was very tired too... and my back still hurtz.....

How i wish the weekend can come ASAP..........

19/05/06

2006-05-22T12:12:00.000+08:00

After work on Friday, went to Funan IT Mall with Sanne as she wanted to collect her ipod.. Afterwhich, rushed home to change and went to LH to meet Annie... Both of us were in super foul mood... so decided to go drinking.........

My dear buddy was drunk and i had to carry her from 2nd storey to 3rd storey and back to 2nd storey... then she vomitted like merlion... all over my hands and face..... eeeeeeeeeeeeee...... due to bo bian-ness...i called Yiru up and she came down.... When we wanted to send her home... Weiwei appeared from no where.......

He claimed that he came to look for me..... so i was dragged back to LH and continued drinking... he ordered beer and stout..... after drinking and LH closed... he dragged me to Central Mall to continue drinking.... by then i was already very drunk... slept there.. and went home concussed..

Was working on Sat... and since i concussed on the previous nite.... i didnt adjust the alarm clock... by the time i woke up in the morning.. it was already 910am.... n i worked at 9am... immediately... i took a cab down... :(

Spent my Sunday at Whitewater... supposed to go Daliah's wedding and Ting ting's birthday... but grandma was admitted to hospital so i visited her ......

My tattoo is still killing me with the pain... waking up every 15 mins from my sleep by the pain.. :(

18/05/06

2006-05-19T11:45:00.000+08:00

My tattoo was super swollen and hard yesterday.. it restricted my movement....

Anyway, it was Denise's birthday celebration yesterday... Karen, Denise and I went to Ling Zhi Vegetarian Restaurant to have dinner....n Janet joined in at a later time...We had a super full dinner lor.... After we finished dinner, we walked to Orchard MRT Station to meet Annie.... Then we went to Coffee Club to have a chatting session... we had a fun time there... but i was super tired... n my back was very pain... :(

I got an infection.... help!!

Death again

2006-05-18T11:50:00.000+08:00

Oh... did i mention.... i dreamt about my death AGAIN on the previous nite..........

17/05/06

2006-05-18T11:27:00.000+08:00

Was supposed to go home for dinner after my course yesterday... Annie smsed me to go for coffee at Bugis.. I agreed.. Who knows.. End up we went to Far East Plaza ....

Yiru joined us too... n i had made an implusive decision...not really oso... aiyah.. watever...

I went to tattoo again... sat there for slightly mor than 2 hours... my butt is more painful than tattooing.... the tattoo was around 15cm x 8cm.. on my lower right back...

Anyway, after tattooing, we went to Devil's ..... n the best thing was... it was ladies' night....yeah!!! I did enjoyed myself.. but ..... i enjoyed my bed more... was really very tired yesterday .......

Today the tattoo was super swollen n hard.... but im beginning to love it......

16/5/06

2006-05-16T21:21:00.000+08:00

I wasn't supposed to end up in LH again today..... I had told myself millions of time NOT to go there anymore this month....

BUT Y AM I THERE AGAIN JUZ NOW????

Today need not go to work coz i had a 2 days course... finished at 430pm and therefore went to LH after that..... I was juz being a fucker... I knew I shouldnt be there..... someone should juz tie me up..

Already wasnt in good mood.. yet got worse after i went to LH... dun ask me y... i dunno y it pissed me off today to go there too....

I juz knew that im FULL of HATRED now!!!!!!

Hating myself

Really something...

2006-05-15T10:55:00.000+08:00

Now... even my colleagues commented that there was something wrong with me.......

I really so jia lat meh................

I admit my mood today is worse... maybe because foul mood + monday blue.......

Dream and reality

2006-05-15T10:42:00.000+08:00

I didn't know whether is it because of my foul mood....

I dreamt that i commited suicide.....

I saw myself with lots of blood......

That was sooooooo real......

How to say?

2006-05-15T10:14:00.000+08:00

I had lotzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz of things on my mind.........

I wanted to say it out........... but i cannot!!!!!!!!!

I feel like saying out........... but i dunno how............

I only can say.........

I'm suffocating!!!!!!!!!!

I'm confused...........

14/05/06

2006-05-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

Nothing special this Mother's Day... Sister didnt even came home.....

Went to Grandpa's house @ Whitewater ... stay there for the whole afternoon then went to Whitesand to have dinner and we headed home......

A boring Sunday with a foul mood me...........

Happy Mother's day

2006-05-14T14:11:00.000+08:00

Happy Mother's day!!!!

I love you, Mama

13/5/06

2006-05-14T12:14:00.000+08:00

After blogging and playing computer games,got myself ready to go to Orchard as Serene, Piano, Elaine and I were meeting 315pm at Orchard MRT Station...

While i was going to step out of my house... Annie called me to confirm the time we would be meeting.. that was when i remembered i was supposed to meet them in the morning to go Sentosa.... Sorry huh... old liao...

Reached Orchard on time... sms Piano told her i reached liao.... Then she said that she n Serene and her on cab... ask me to wait for her at Far East... so walked all the way there.. then Elaine called me asked me where am i.. told her at Far East.. then she replied y at Far East.. supposed to meet at mrt station mah.... faint lor... each of them said different place... wah liao.. end up waited for Piano n Serene at Far East till 430pm then they reached... faint lor..... Piano still can said me sia... 'how i know u so punctual one?' .................... :X

Saw Anna there too.... then walked around and went to Lucky Plaza.... These char bohs really slow...... except for Serene... She couldnt stand Elaine and Piano too... haha...

Then went to LH to have dinner then i went to meet Annie, Denise, Pi, Yiru and Boon.... We met at Breko @ Bugis.... We were happily chatting there until a lizard came n disturbed us badly and so we went off.... A choice was given... KTV or drinking.... so replied to them was LH... so there would be KTV n drinking.... all agreed... so Boon drove us to LH...

We finished the bottle of Martell within 3 hours... and my road wasnt straight... perhaps was due to the nic..... Like wat my buddy asked me... i asked myself too.. " y am i so drunk when i didnt drink a lot?" Tat wasnt me..... I didnt know y too..........................

12/5/06

2006-05-13T12:02:00.000+08:00

After blogging yesterday, went straight to LH.. coz i super bored at home... actually i still got a lot of things waiting for me to do lah... but hor when it comes to work and projects... i always delay it to the very last minute.....

Went out of house around 530pm and took a cab to LH... so reached there even b4 6pm... so ate dinner with Elaine and Piano there... with the sponsorship from Ah Keong.... hehe... then played photohunt and ball 11... my favourite.... hehe ... sing some songs and played dices lor.... until finally 1030pm when Jasmine and Eddie arrived.... Sharon was supposed to turn up too.. we had agreed to it since last week.... but she put aeroplane again lor.... play MIA lor...... Rick and his friends were there too ... but i wasnt in the mood to go to their table ... or i can say i dun even in the mood to bother to say hi to them... Actually i wasnt in a good mood whole nite.. so i wasnt enjoying myself at all over there...

Went home around 2am... wasnt drunk at all... road was perfectly straight.... i dun understand y too...haiz...

Anyway .. Elaine and Piano asked me whether i want to join them for shopping at Far East today... I agreed... but hor... now it's raining with thunderstorms..... sianz..... hope the rain stop soon......

Rain rain go away come again another day.............

11/05/06

2006-05-12T16:34:00.000+08:00

Everything seems to go wrong on Wed... so was in super foul mood.... super irritated.....

Straight after work took a cab home.... coz cannot wait to reach home... but after i reached home and had my dinner.... my mood became super foul.... felt like stepping out my house immediately... but i was so lazy to do so... so confused... i oso dunno wat i wan lah...aiyo...

Then saw Jasmine on msn... so started chatting with her.... then conclusion was.. we should stop chatting and went to LH immediately....... So reached LH at 915pm... Drinking, playing games and singing as usual... then received Jaslin's sms... asking me whether i wan to go LH... haha... so replied her i already at LH.... Then Rick and his friends were oso there..... Was dragged by Piano to their table to drink for her.... she said they were bullying her so asked me to go ... faint.......... n since she was drunk... i agreed... but actually i myself was super high too.. then bo bian drank some chivas from their table...

After which, went home.. after finished bathing, i immediately concussed lor........ slept with my contact lens on again.... n i was so drunk that after bathing, i went to bed without wearing anything.... haha... i really no strenght lor.... then leg cramped halfway when i was sleeping..... fuck.... super pain... woke up and my muscle was still pain.....

With 3 hours of sleep, woke up in a super blur state.... didnt realised that i didnt took off my contact lens... i wore my specs and thought... y my vision was so blur.... haha... after that then remembered i was too drunk to remove contact lens the day before... n since i didnt wan to remove and put on another pair, i juz leave my contact lens on... and went to work .....

Was queueing at BI waiting for bus and i felt like vomitting.... nb.... since no toilet nearby and i was about to late.... i tahan n tahan.... 90 mins of travelling time... i need to tahan that long lor.... i was really feeling super unwell.... n the worse thing was that... with only 3 hours of sleep ... i was super sleepy on bus... but i dun dare to sleep... coz if i sleep, i knew that i willl vomit one... wah liao.... so i was feeling so pathetic... trying to tahan not to vomit, super sleepy... forcing myself to stay awake for that 90 mins of journey..... and leg muscle super pain due to the cramp.....

Got serious hangover lor..... i can feel all the Martell in my body... when i burped, there was still Martell smell..... Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............................

Then after work, went to meet Jaslin.... we had booked each other since 2 or 3 weeks ago... haha... like wat ppl say... i very busy one hor... wan to go out with me must book.... haha... then we went to Bugis to have Jap food for dinner.... yeah... sashimi.. my favourite... then after that shopped around b4 going to LH again....... i think my body dun need blood... only need martell... hehe..... i must drink martell again b4 my body runs out of that... haha... that was the 5th bottle for the month of May...... ooooooooooooooo...........................

Then after that Jasmine oso came and we started to play with martell nick..... Eve was actually standing to watch then she decided to sit down to watch n she still can laughed and commented that very interesting.... nb...she think she watch football match meh...........

So very soon i super high lor..... thats wat i like.. haha.. but i think Jasmine was the one suffering.. haha... poor thing..... then after that while walking to take a cab.... i felt like vomitting.... we were at the backlane.. Jasmine was waiting for me..see... poor thing.. but only managed to vomit a little bit... feeling very unwell.....

Fell asleep on the cab... woke up by uncle on the way.. he told me to action action hold the seat belt coz in front got road block..... faint..... after which i fell asleep again... woke up juz in time to tel uncle where to stop... hehe..

by the time i reached home, i was feeling slightly better and so after bathing.. checked sms on my hp then went to bed......

juz now woke up can still feel the muscle pain from the cramp ... wah liao... slight hangover too... was online searching for hp.. more or less settle on motorola v3x.... still thinking to get it today or another day....

oh ya... did i mention that i will be going to LH again tonite? haha....

i miss you still....

2006-05-11T13:33:00.000+08:00

在去年的今天，阿麽。。我失去了你。。。。

我知道从此以后你也只能活在我的记忆里。。。

我从来没有想过在失去你的一年后，我仍然还是那么想你。。。

09/05/06

2006-05-10T17:06:00.000+08:00

Finally went out with Jasmine, my 8 yrs buddy again... It had been 2 months since we last see each other...

We had decided to have dinner at Siglap.. but it was raining very heavily so we went to TM instead... She had suggested to have Pizza Hut for dinner and i agreed to it... We had a super full dinner and then we walked around and she went to get flowers for her mother for mother's day...

After getting the flowers, we decided to go to Starbucks to have a chatting session.. while on our way there... we saw Denise and therefore we stopped and had a few words b4 proceeding to Starbucks...

When we were at Starbucks, Jas commented that i had became very mang zhang... this one i agreed with her too... I had realised that too... i didnt know y... i only know that recently my temper was really very bad.... i can get upset over the slightest thing on earth...

I was pondering for the whole nite... n when i reached home, saw janet online n started to chat with her n told her my problem... she told me i need a break.. but how to have a break?

I knew that my depression is going to start again... there seems to be sooooo many things on my mind....... i need to be alone again...

I'm confused!!!!!!!!!!!!

True....

2006-05-09T09:59:00.000+08:00

Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do

Meaning quote

2006-05-09T09:58:00.000+08:00

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right next to them knowing you can never have them

Big Loss

2006-05-08T10:16:00.000+08:00

Saturday woke up with slight hangover...

Few options for how to spend my Saturday.....
1) Watch movie with Tina and the rest...
2) Meet with Ting n Cowie since Ting will be flying of soon
3) Dinner appointment with family... father had even book a table
4) Dinner with Serene and Piano
5) Casino with Sharon

Final answer ... 5) Casino with Sharon

Met Sharon at 5pm.. so was playing computer games for the whole afternoon... until Roger and Sharon reached my house then we proceed to Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal.. We had missed the ferry to our cruise so we waited from 6pm to 8pm for the ferry... The ferry took us 1.5 hrs before we reached our cruise... by the time we reached, it was already 1030pm.. we were all very hungry and therefore we went to have some noodles immediately when we reached the cruise.. Afterwhich, we explored around the cruise.. there was a total of 9 levels... Afterwhich then we went to the casino on deck 6... We played some games till around 4am then we went up to deck 8 to play table tennis.. then followed by listening to a crew there played the piano....

After that... we went back to the casino to whack... end up losing again... by 6am... we gave up coz.. the 3 of us alread y lost $1090.. me alone had lost $430... so we had our breakfast and back to Singapore... So i spent my whole Sunday sleeping and nuaing at home.....

Alcohol

2006-05-06T15:22:00.000+08:00

I think i must be drinking too much..... i didnt know y..... but something juz trigger me n asked me the question "Wat's the effect of alcohol?"

As such, i had done a research on the net on that questions n now i know wats happening to me everytime i go to LH..

Alcohol is a drug. It can be found in beer, wine, and other kinds of liquor. Why is alcohol considered a drug? Well, a drug causes changes in a person's physical and emotional state. Alcohol does this as well. The changes caused by drinking alcohol are known as intoxication. No form of alcohol is considered perfectly safe. Alcohol has several short-term and long-term effects on the human mind and body.

The short-term effects of alcohol are those that are a result of drinking on a particular day. These effects may vary from person to person depending on how much alcohol the individual had that particular time, how much food is in the person's stomach at the moment, any medicine or other drugs present in the human's body, the person's size, the individual's gender, and interestingly enough, the genetic factors of the person.

Let's say a person has had a few drinks containing alcohol. The previously mentioned factors will determine how strongly some of these following short-term effects are seen. First of all, alcohol is an irritant. It bothers the person's mouth, throat, esophagus, and stomach. It can make a person vomit. Second of all, alcohol forces the heart to work harder. How? Alcohol causes the blood vessels to widen. This makes the heart have to work harder to pump the blood. Thirdly, a person's body loses heat when consuming alcohol. Ironically, a person may feel warm and look flushed but losing the heat may make the body too cold. A fourth short-term effect is that the liver must work harder. One of the jobs of the liver is to break down poisonous substances. An alcoholic beverage is considered toxic. However, the liver can only handle one alcoholic beverage an hour. Any more than this will stress the liver. Finally, alcohol causes dehydration. In order for your body to break down alcohol, it needs water. Therefore, the kidneys produce more urine. The necessary water is taken from the rest of the body. When the water is taken from the brain, the cells in the brain may begin to die. If the body in general becomes severely dehydrated, the result is the person may experience a headache, nausea, and dizziness. All in all, a person may say he or she has a hangover. What exactly is that? When the person has had too much to drink and his body feels extremely uncomfortable physically, the person is said to have a hangover.

Alcohol also has some dramatic short-term effects on the person's mind. Alcohol is a depressant. Alcohol slows down the body's nervous system. After one drink, a person may feel more relaxed. After two drinks the person is unable to make good decisions or cope with anything difficult. The individual loses his inhibitions, or natural limits of behavior. After more than that, a person's eyes can't focus, he or she will slur sounds, lose coordination, and have mood swings. A person may do things that he would never have done without drinking because the alcohol has caused the person to lose judgment.

After reading this, especially on the hangover one... it found it so true.... n all the bad things on drinking was stated.... a bit threatening lah... like trying to scare me... coz from wat they write, it seems like i dun hv much brain cells left... :P

But who cares??

Stay so healthy with a boring life is not my cup of tea... wat i wan is fun fun fun.... no matter wat im still young.. so i shall play till i happy then stop... cannot be wait till i 40 yrs old then go clubbing rite....

Even though clubbing brings me only short term fun......

I dunno wat i blogging... dunno is because of the hangover from yesterday's drink or my siao-ness... think recently i really a bit bo ho seh.........

Aiyah... who cares................

LH... 5/5/06

2006-05-06T12:49:00.000+08:00

During March, Sharon, Jasmine and I had already agreed that on 5th May, Friday, we shall go to LH...

I know a bit kiasu... but how many 5/5 will fall on a friday rite???

We even thought of only 5 people can be there, sitting at table 5, from 5pm to 5 am...order 5 ciders... cannot be 5 bottles of martell.. coz we cannot afford mah... haha... thinking ways to make it a all 5 day.....

So after work, i went to LH with Deon and Sanne... Didn't plan in advance... but because Deon asked can she tag along with anyone of us since she had no where to go after work... so i decided to ask her along... then Sanne said that she wanted to join in too... so we walked to LH after work...

We were busy gossiping in LH till 8pm when they decided to leave... then Jasmine and Eddie reached around 845pm... Sharon said that she would reached at 9pm.. end up 11pm then reached... her excuse was that she went for a movie..... -_-""

Bastian was oso there.....long time never see him liao.... Rick and his friends were at LH too...busy making fun each other there... singing like no one business..... and had quite lots of fun there playing games...... Piano and i had ganged up AGAIN... yes.. again... to play five ten with the guys, trying to sabo them... Too bad this time Elaine and Jasmine never join us in the game...

Finally reached home at 330am... actually jasmine wanted to go home early.. but i refused to let her go..poor her... Oh ya... Jasmine promised me to go again on 11/5... yeah.... waiting for that day... counting down.............

True comment by Rui En

2006-05-06T12:41:00.000+08:00

Clubbing 只是个让你忘记世界，逃避现实的方式。

明明是一大群人在一起，还是感觉很孤单。

热闹过后只有冷静，最后还是剩下自己一个，我不喜欢这样的感觉。

Pondering.....

2006-05-04T13:25:00.000+08:00

I was thinking ..........

If i didnt go to LH for the first time... will i ever step in ?

If i didnt go LH so frequently .... n spend most of my nite there... to the extend that ppl around me started saying that LH is my second home... where will i be during those nites?

Will i know as many people as i know from LH if i never step in LH?

Will i have so much fun n beautiful memories if i never step in LH?

Will i drink so much if i never go to LH?

There are soooooooooo many questions in my mind.... when i started to think wat if i never go to LH?

But.................

Y am i thinking this question???????

I dunno too...

LH again....

2006-05-04T13:21:00.000+08:00

Went to LH again on Tues nite... was supposed to go home for dinner.. but Weiwei asked me to go drink with him coz he's feeling down... n since i wasn't in a good mood too.. i agreed... so the venue was LH again... reached there around 615pm.. n he only reached at 745pm...

Jasmine and Eddie joined at a later time... n again we had lots of fun.... playing stupid games.... Only reached home at 245am... 65% drunk...

4 days drunk 3 days.... n worse...bad hangover on Wednesday.. n i still need to face the mad dog which barked non stop in office..

N now im down with flu and cough.... but i wont miss the appointment on Fri... my all '5' date...

Updates

2006-05-02T13:16:00.000+08:00

Time to update again...

Supposed to watch movie with Tina and the rest on Thursday... but i was busy doing my school report and therefore unable to go... Was rushing the report like crazy on Thurs as the report need to be submitted on Friday... By the time i finished my report, it was already almost 2am... Only fell asleep at 3plus.. so super tired the next day .... almost unable to wake up for work...

Then Friday supposed to join Rodney they all oso... end up cancelling coz my mum wanted be to go home for dinner.... n the sian thing is i need to work on the next day...

Sat went to work as usual and i was super pissed off by my boss.... first he asked me to go to another condo after work... mind u!! im not the management there hor and its a sat.. y should i go... furthermore i already had appointment in the afternoon.... so i rejected my boss... then he gave me black face hor!!! nb... then nvm.. i was supposed to knock off at 1pm... n my boss gave me a stack of work at 1230pm..he refused to let me go... then he stepped out of the office at 1pm.. telling me to wait for him to come back then can go back.. fuck lah... when he came back, he insisted that i need to finish my work b4 i could go off... Fuck him lah.. i had met Sanne 1.30pm at Sengkang MRT to go to Jacqueline's house to play mahjong leh....

By 1.45pm, i simply ignore my boss and stepped out of the office to pia to Sengkang... We only managed to play 2 rounds of mahjong and stopped at dinner time... We then went to Bedok 85 market to have dinner n Richard sent me home... Supposed to meet Joyce for movie at 10pm.. but Jasmine called so i decided to go to LH instead of movie... haha..

Then went to LH at 10pm... we played games n drank like nobody business.. We almost finished the whole bottle of Martell... n that explain y i went home n concussed... leaving my contact lens on till the next morning..

Woke up by my parents then got myself ready to go to Whitewater to visit my grandparents... After that we went to Thomson Road to have dinner and the dinner was on my treat as promised to my family... After dinner, we went to my sister's house at Serangoon.... Left her house at 830pm to go to Fathers @ Chijmes to celebrate Yiru's birthday... We have lots of fun there ....

After Chijmes, went to LH again at around 1130pm... we continue the drinking session until 3am... by the time i reached home n got to bed, it was already 4am... n i got to woke up at 730am on mon to go to temple to pay respect to my grandma..

After praying, went to my uncle's house... Tina was asking whether i wan to meet them at Orchard... but i was too tired and lazy to go ... so i nua at my uncle's house til 3pm then went to BI to walk around with mother...

We then ta bao dinner home to eat... after eating it was only 530pm.. so i went to sleep n woke up at 8pm to watch tv... Thinking of working the next day made me sleepy again...............

Busy busy busy

2006-04-23T13:02:00.000+08:00

Time to do some updates again.....

Tina called me on Wednesday while i was on my way home. She was asking if I wan to meet her for dinner... Told her my mum was cooking but i can accompany her after my dinner... So she took a cab and end up we had dinner at the coffee shop opposite my house.... After around an hour of chatting n her dinner, Jamie came n fetched her home.....

Received an sms from Tina saying she wanted to go Orchard on Thursday... Told her i had lesson and would join her after my lesson... She ended up telling me she's cutting hair at TM... So me waited for her at the saloon then Jamie joined later after her swimming...

After she finished her hair cut, we went to Mac to have dinner and chatted for a while b4 we went home.....

We celebrated Tina's birthday on Friday. Went to Crystal Jade @ TM for dinner... There were Rod, Teck, Edward, Tina, Jamie, Beng, Kelly and I... After dinner, Jamie, Rod, Beng and Teck said that they got a plan for Tina so Tina, Kelly, Edward and i went to Tina's house first.. We watched Saw while waiting for the rest to come...

Their plan was to get durians for Tina... Then after durains, we played uno.. till around 1130pm when Kelly and Rodney went off.. leaving the 6 of us...Then we played heart attack, poker, blackjack till around 630am in the morning... Except Jamie who fell asleep at 330am...as epected...... All of us could not believed that we were all so bo liao.... Then after which, we went to sleep... Edward and Teck in guestroom, tina and i in master bedroom... n beng n jamie in living room.. haha..

Woke up at 9am by mother's call... all of them were still sleeping so i went back to sleep too... Woke up at 12pm by mother's call again... all of them were still sleeping... so i woke Tina up and we decided that both of us should woke the rest up... haha... so by 1230pm.. all of us were awake and we got ourselves ready and went to the foodcourt to have breakfast...

After breakfast, we went back to Tina's house again to continue playing Uno... they were all addicted to Uno... omg.... then we played till 5pm then we went back.... It was such a funnnnnnnnnnnn day.... haha...

Now after sooooooooooooo much fun, it's time to do my report.... my 6000 words report which is to be submitted on Friday... n i hadnt start a word.... damn it... got to rush it out liao....

To change or not

2006-04-15T13:05:00.000+08:00

Had the sudden urge to change my hp...

O2 mini had been my dream phone and everything is great.. until scratches had been found last month on the screen and when all my data lost last Sunday. Luckily i had a backup... but i dun understand y the data juz lost like that...

So now .... i got the urge to change my hp.. thinking of motorola V3i or V3x....

Haiz.... but my O2 is still less than a year... should i change??

Am i spending unnecessary money again???

左右為難

2006-04-15T13:02:00.000+08:00

路
肩並肩走著
折磨
在空氣中漸漸蔓延
抬頭看見你也滲透了
好久不見我深切的問候
放手會不會解脫
離開你會不會是一條出路
為難是誰介入了誰呢
先來後到的順序有沒有
我讓你不再左右為難了
就當做從來就沒有認識過
不再讓你左右為難了
只要你和她很快樂我沒關係
這是愛你的決定
放手會不會解脫
離開你會不會是一條出路
為難是誰介入了誰呢
先來後到的順序有沒有
我讓你不再左右為難了
就當做從來就沒有認識過
不再讓你左右為難了
只要你和她很快樂我沒關係
不想再聽你找的藉口
好了從今之後不要再聯絡
不再讓你左右為難了
當作從來沒有認識過我
你和她別再那麼左右為難了
只要你和她很快樂我沒關係
這是愛你的決定

12/04/06

2006-04-13T12:54:00.000+08:00

Went to Orchard to meet Janet and Joyce after work to get Debbie's birthday present. After getting the present and having the dinner, we went to Double O, where Debbie celebrated her birthday. Since we reached there early, we had a long chatting session with the staff at the bag drop counter.

After which we went in n less than an hour, i had to go off as i need to go back office to supervise contractors to change the motorised valve at the rooftop. As such, I spent my Wednesday nite on the rooftop till 1130pm then i proceeded home....

Still need to get up early on the next day... Sianzzzzzz

你到底爱谁

2006-04-10T16:58:00.000+08:00

一个人喝醉好想找个人来陪
我们之间有太多的误会
爱不能再沉睡
是可悲是摧毁
我不要再为谁掉眼泪
爱过才后悔
想要用酒来麻醉
我们之间有太多的误会
爱不能再沉睡
是可悲是摧毁
我不要再为谁而心碎
求求你给我个机会
不要再对爱说无所谓
如果相爱是完美
就让我们用真心去面对
求求你给我个机会
不要再对爱说无所谓
留下了太多伤悲
告诉我你到底爱着谁

窗外

2006-04-10T16:56:00.000+08:00

点了支不想抽的烟
思念像眼圈飘散在床边
泡了杯没糖的咖啡
我擦了香水会不会飘到你面前
天空上的云仿佛像你的心情捉摸不定
回想你扮鬼脸的表情难以忘记
爱离窗外越来越远
下着大雨那一夜
你哭红双眼并没有不对
我才发现我无力挽回
爱离窗外越来越远
已过了多久时间
你哭红双眼并没有不对
我才发现这早已是从前
我想拉上窗帘
我想闭上双眼
只是我不想看到窗外
过去的情节
都是我不对
你没有不对

本来

2006-04-10T16:34:00.000+08:00

下雨了站在玻璃门里头
并没有总是挂念着我
你带着雨伞来接我
夜晚了只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚太任性的我
本来不觉得你特别疼
我直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
手写的留言对象已经不会是我
停雨了不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候
还是不太想走
太晚了只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
长长的简讯对象已经不会是我
走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装
的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我
以后已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了
对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多

3/4/06

2006-04-04T16:10:00.000+08:00

A boring monday... so called Jasmine up for dinner.... So end up Eddie and Jasmine came n picked me up at office then we proceeded to Paradiz Centre, 陶餐厅, to have dinner... the food there was not nice.. perhaps it's because im not hungry... after dinner... we saw this newly opened guitar shop... all the guitars were very nice... n made me felt like collecting all....but it was too expensive to do so lah...

Then after dinner, since it was still early n we didnt know where to go, we ended up in LH again.. haha... we finished our balance and after that we had beer and Vodka Redbull.... We didn't go home too late as still need to work on the next day... sianzzzzzzzz

6/4/06

2006-04-03T16:27:00.000+08:00

Since it was a boring day, Sharon and i decided to go for a drink at LH... So after work, I went to had my class while Sharon went to Far East for shopping... And since im the only student that day... the lecturer chased me home and since time was still early, i went back office to do roll call b4 proceeding to LH to meet Sharon....

Sharon was late again... as usual.... then we continued to have our drink.... while I wanted to leave that place liao as the next day still need to work, Rick and his friend reached LH and they joined our table... that was when all the fun started n we ended up leaving at 2am...

The 4 of us, Rick, his friend, Sharon n I finished our Martell balance, which is near to half bottle of Martell n a newly opened bottle of Chivas.... The guys can really drink k.... none of us was drunk... Cool... It was really an enjoyable nite tt day.. Thanks to all these people!!

31/3/06 n 1/4/06

2006-04-02T13:40:00.000+08:00

Went to Tampines on Friday for dinner with Tina, Roy, Jamie, Edward, Rodney, Serteck and Benghui at Swensens... After which followed by Tina's house... We ate and watched DVD there till 4am then we slept ... By 6am.. i woke up to go home to get myself ready for work... Sianz....

After work, I went to Bugis to meet Jac for lunch at Sakae Sushi then we went to Breko to have coffee and a chatting session.... After that.. she went to meet her friends n i took a bus to Joyce's house to play mahjong.... Since I only had 2 hours of sleeping time the day b4.. of course i fell asleep on bus... when i woke up.. i think i was too blur... i didn't know where im heading to n y i took the bus... finally... i managed to recall that actually i was on my way home to Joce's house to play mahjong...

Played mahjong with Debbie, Joyce and Jiahan... Wasn't a really fun game... should have join Tina they all for tennis n bbq.... :p

Afte mahjong, met up with Jasmine and Sharon at LH... we had tonnes of fun at Lh... and after that we went to chinatown for supper.... n ended my night at 435am.. super tired.... Need some sleep!! Good sleep!!!

29/3/06

2006-03-30T12:43:00.000+08:00

Eve said that she wanted to treat me dinner for my birthday ... n so she decided to do it on Wednesday when i went to LH on Mon....

So we had agreed to meet 4pm at United Square for a buffet.... So i took time off... but who knows she changed to 6pm n therefore i was sitting at the starbucks for almost 2 hours waiting.....

There was Jason, Eve, Daphane and I.... When all of us reached, we proceeded to the restaurant... The food there was not bad... quite fresh and a lot of variety.... We were all damned full... n i was suprised by Eve's appettie ... being the smallest built there, she ate the most... haha...

While we were eating, Sharon called and asked whether wan to go for a drink at LH... Being super full, i unwilling agreed... haha... coz i knew that i couldnt drink tt much....

After the dinner, Jason drove Daphane and i to LH... As it was Eve and his off day tt day, they didnt want to go up... Weiwei actually wanted to go up too.. but he flew me aeroplane AGAIN!!...

Anyway... really had a fun day that day... but the sickening thing is that.... i got to work on the next day...

By the way... Thanks Eve and Jason for the delicious buffet dinner!!

27/3/06

2006-03-28T14:14:00.000+08:00

With Monday blue, going to LH with Jas is always the best medicine!!

I'm loving it!!

25/3

2006-03-26T13:37:00.000+08:00

It was Grandma's birthday... so my whole family went to Whitewater...

When i reached there, Grandma and my aunties were playing mahjong... while the rest of them were either watching tv or playing Xbox...

Clever me had brought my own laptop there... haha... so i was busy playing computer games and listening to my iPod.... Then Grandma asked me to help her to play mahjong as she need to get herself ready for the buffet later.... so i took over her place without any hesitation... haha...

After a few rounds, it was time for buffet!! The food was super delicious!! Had never have such nice food for buffet before.. next time must order from this company again....

After which received a sms from Tina... she asked me to accompany her to go for a movie ... but i was too lazy.. so i rejected her, but agreed to accompany her for dinner.... so after which i went down to her house... and we went to the foodcourt beside Whitewater to have dinner together with Jamie too...

After dinner, we went to NTUC to get the stuff for our Lychee Martini... Then we rushed back to Tina's house to make our own Lychee Martini... we tried out using different portion of Martini.. It was so fun... it was like doing experiment... haha... N i must say that our final outcome was very successful!!!

After playing with our Martini, we decided to have a KTV session... we sang like nobody business... one disc after another... hahaha..... After which we went home around midnight.... I was lucky enuff to get a london cab home!! Hehe

Happy Birthday, Ah ma

2006-03-25T13:12:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to Grandma!!

24/03/06

2006-03-25T10:42:00.000+08:00

Was lazy to go anywhere to chiong on Friday.. I think its becoz it had been a very busy week for me since last week.....

Mum not cooking... me lazy to ta bao from interchange... so called Jac up to ask her whether wan to have supper at 85 Market or not... She said she wanted to go back there to eat again... so i decided to askher to go there....

She agreed and so we met 1015pm there.... the 2 of us ate 10 satays, 4 chicken wings, a plate of fried carrot cake and a plate of fried oyster omelette ... i oso had a bowl of minced meat noodles...

We were damned full lor.... but i enjoyed the supper .... hehe

21/03/06

2006-03-22T10:28:00.000+08:00

My Thurs buddies had planned to go out for dinner on Tues with me to help me to celebrate my birthday.....

First we went to Lucky Plaza to check out the price of my iPod Nano... n Karen was looking for a hp for her father.... After which we went to Paragon to have our dinner at Bakers Inn... The food was not as good as i had expected...

Actually i wanted to go to Wheelock to get my iPod Nano after dinner... but it was already too late... so Janet, Karen, Denise and I went to Coffee Bean to have a chatting session... Soon it was almost 12am... Time really flies... It seemed like we just sat down but actually it had already been more than 2 hours... Time is always so fast when i was with my favourite hang out people....

Since i couldn't get my iPod yesterday.. Janet agreed to accompany me to go to Wheelock on Wed to get it.... Yeah... finally got my iPod Nano... Thanks to my Sis, Janet, Annie, Karen and Denise for this present....

A pity that the 2GB white iPod Nano was out of stock... so end up i only got a 1GB white iPod Nano... nvm.. anyway that can have up to 240 songs... so its actually more than enuff liao.... Im so happy ... got one thing lesser on my wishlist liao... YEAH!!!!!!!

Thanks to all these people

2006-03-21T10:20:00.000+08:00

After my birthday .. i decided to do a Thank-you list... Below is the list:

Tina - Thanks for going for the dinner and LH... n the wallet...
Jamie - Thanks for going for the dinner and LH .. n the wallet..
Teck - Thanks for going for the dinner and LH .. n the wallet...
Rodney - Thanks for going for the dinner and LH ... n the wallet...
Kelly - Thanks for going for the dinner and LH ..
Beng - Thanks for going for the dinner and LH... n vodka...
Joy - Thanks for going to LH
Denise - Thanks for going to LH and dinner n ipod n sending me home
Annie - Thanks for going to LH n the ipod n sending me home
Annie's mum - Thanks for going to LH and sending me home
Debbie and Terence - Thanks for going to LH n the watch
Janet - Thanks for going to the dinner and ipod
Karen - Thanks for going to the dinner and ipod
Jasmine - Thanks for the gift ... i appreciate that a lot... yr effort and thanks for going to LH
Joyce - Thanks for the piggy and going to LH
Janice - Thanks for going to LH
Edward - Thanks for going to LH, cake, martell and sending me home
Weiwei - Thanks for going to LH
Jasmine Yeo - Thanks for going to LH
Eve - Thanks for the buffet dinner
Jasline - Thanks for the flowers
Sister - Thanks for the ipod
Mother and Father - Thanks for the ang bao

Of course there might be some other people who i forgot to list down....No matter wat... thanks to all my friends who made my birthday a memorable one....

All i can say is

Thank you

Happy birthday to me!!

2006-03-20T11:32:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me~~!!~~

18/3/06

2006-03-19T16:11:00.000+08:00

Woke up early on Sat morning to go to work... then after that went home, intending to take a nap... Who knows... end up i was playing computer games for the whole afternoon, till 5pm when i got myself ready to go n meet Jamie, Tina, Teck, Beng, Rodney and Kelly for steamboat...Yeah... It had been quite sometime since i wanted to eat that, but no chance... thanx to these people for granting my cravings... haha...

After steamboat, we went to LH.. i had decided to celebrate my birthday this year over there....Thanks to all the people who went there... and all of us maanged to finish up 3 bottles of Martell...As expected, i was drank.. so Annie, her mum, Denise, Edward and Eric sent me home....

Thanks to all those people who made my birthday a memorable one...

Brokeback

2006-03-18T17:37:00.000+08:00

Went to Orchard with Joyce on Fri...

We went to Far East Plaza to do some shopping while waiting for the time to reach 945pm... as we were watching Brokeback Mountain.... We shopped till my legs almost gave way... Super tired lor.....

Brokeback Mountain not a bad show.... coz it's talking about true love.... so touching..... hehe

Busy n stress

2006-03-16T13:38:00.000+08:00

Damn busy and stress...

So many things to do at work... covering duty for another colleague as she went for 2 weeks leave... and my manager is giving me work like nobody business... NB...

School work to be submitted by tomorrow 230pm.. n i havnt complete... Who can help? NO ONE... NB...

My manager told me to come to work this Sunday as the project superstar, Kelvin Chen Weilian is coming this Sunday for an event...and he need someone from the management to be around to make sure things are going smoothly... This means that i'm working 7 days a week ok!! He told me it's his son's birhtday so he cannot come this Sunday.. NB.......... As if only his son got birthday.. other people no birthday lor.....

Du lan... got to get back to work liao....... Fuck

为我好

2006-03-15T12:51:00.000+08:00

才知道你脸上的微笑
不是幸福代表
是种不自在的礼貌
才知道感情已经动摇
我一直被误导
是你还不愿意揭晓
太多谐恼怪我们不懂得抛
太多的问号答案也都不必
找只换来疲劳
忘了要一起变老
为何要无话可说
才懂沉默比争吵难熬
为何会在恨消失后
爱还是挽回不了
为何要在疼爱我的时候
才对我说离开我
都是为我好
才知道感情已经动摇